Wow! So much time has gone by

Well, it has been a long time since I have posted anything to my blog so here it goes. So I have a new job, and it is great! I have gone so far in my experience level and my hard work has paid off getting better money and loving my job. I haven't done too much more with my life except for maybe a new tattoo and a new girl well kinda a new girl but I am happy with now and I am looking forward to what God has in store for me in the future! That is all for now.

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I'm playing catch up with my life!!!!

So, I haven't posted for quite a while now and I feel like I am getting ready to enter a new chapter of my life for some reason. I figured I would go ahead and give you all a little picture vomit of the past few or more months of my life, and also try to make some kind of sense of it along the way. There may be alittle word vomit thrown in the mix there also.....LOL! that was a total movie refference there.

This picture is just a reminder of how beautiful life is through all of our "dark cloud" moments, it is the clear skies ahead that we are always looking for.

Trapped in the dark

Trapped in the dark

In the pursuit for happiness

Waking up late is never fun, just that feeling of not knowing what is going on and being disoriented for just a moment really gets me. But it is those moments that make me feel really alive and thankful for the new day and that just makes me happy. Which brings me to my current issue, am I happy with my current situation. The reason I ask my self is because during all of my "I woke up late" confusion, I got some very impatient and upsetting texts. I really don't like it when certain people get upset with me for not answering immediately, I mean really life doesn't revolve around you and it never will!
Well that was my little rant for the day, hehe. But really, I want to figure something out for my self, I have really been noticing some things that really disturb me and make me second guess the decisions I have made. When I look back into my life they way it is now, can I really say I am happy, for the most part I can. I mean I have a beautiful daughter, I have a great family, I have a cool car (FINALLY), I have good friends, I have GOD, I am getting there in the finance game, but the thing I am missing......is love true deep love. The kind of love that completes you, the kind that makes you feel all warm and fuzzy inside, like when you can really be yourself and know that your significant other will love you more for you being you. That deep heavy laughter that you can only share with that special some one. I thought I had this once but come to find out I never really had it, I gave my all to give it and I never got it in return....... This has taken me literally 12 hours to write and now I am tired of just thinking about it, I suppose I will just have to come back to this little love topic.

Tuesday, really?

So,

I am new to this thing we like to call Blogging, I really have no clue as to what I am going to get out of this. Funny as I write this I am realizing and saying to my self, "Silly how can you say you have no clue when your actually doing it right now!!" That is really funny, well at least to me it is.

But really, am I supposed to type this in a letter format or as just a statement?

Ha! The questions I ask my self really intrigue me at times. I suppose that will have to be a topic I cover in this blog.